The modern world has crept up with serious issues, with social media playing a pivotal role. It has always had a make-or-break effect, pushing the person into a crucial position. And it’s not something justified to any one industry as it has always affected the masses. However, it has posed a boon to the streaming world as content creators have fallen prey to massive hate from time to time. QTCinderella, Ludwig’s better half, can be the best person to explain this, as she almost decided to call quits with the industry. 

2022 has been an amazing year for QTCinderella, as she crossed multiple achievements from her checklist. She had her breakthrough at the Youtube Streamer awards in May, becoming the center of attraction for the event. Post that, she’s always kept her fans entertained with different genres of content throughout the year. 

However, as they say, everything you see might not always be true, QTCinderella recently revealed the dark side of her life. The streamer featured on the Anthony Padilla podcast, talking about the hassles of streaming and content creation, almost leading her to quit the job. 

QTCinderella spills the dark side of streaming on Anthony Padilla’s podcast 

On December 26, Anthony Padilla invited QTCinderella to his popular podcast. The host wanted to dive deep into Cindrella’s career, understanding her day-to-day life. But when all things felt in line, the streamer revealed dark secrets from her streaming time. 

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Apparently, it all started when the police swatted her and Ludwig’s house multiple times despite factual reasons. This acted as a mental toll, ruining her peace. Followed by that, QT also lost her mother this year which added to the trauma she constantly faced. And one fine day, it added up together, leading her to have negative thoughts. 

“I don’t know when I’ll be the same,” she said. “I don’t know when I’ll be able to sleep through the night. And the option is to quit your job, move ⁠— how can you live with yourself and do something like that because it’s funny? “I have never been more depressed in my entire life… than this past year. I’ve dealt with my mother dying. I’ve had horrible things happen. I genuinely believe it’s the repercussions of my PTSD of not being able to sleep and all of that on top of it. There is so much that I love in this job, but how long can I do it? It’s sad. It’s not any time soon, but I don’t know when the breaking point will be and I’m surprised it hasn’t happened yet.”

Lastly, she also revealed the time she had suicidal thoughts pushing her to quit streaming once and for all. “It’s only a matter of time before I quit because I’ve lost my mind,” she claimed. 

Despite everything, the streamer has never let her guard down and seems to fight every hurdle in the way. So, we really want the streamer to flourish in 2023, reach new heights and never let the smile wash off her face!

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